I have always been an idealist,wanting to eliminate all the problem so i could concentrate on enjoying life.
I have been angry with myself and with my own immaturity,as far back as i can remember.
I have wanted to hurry and grow up to find the answer to all of my question,work out all of my inner contradictions,and settle all of my conflict so at last i would be ready to live.
The truth is that human beings like myself are much more alike than they think,what is different is the external mask,sparkling,or disagreeable,and the outward reaction strong or weak.
