If some of you are wondering "from where have this guy picked up all this knowledge" - the answer wich i will give and you as an act of love under will - and i keep this info in my domestic envoirment and city very secret and very confident - some ppl may guessing "hes this or he is that" - the amount of rumour and nonsense circling around the city is simply astonishing to me - i guess i come across to my fellow countrymen with an aura of mistique around me - and they cant figure it out what is it - so they made me even a werewolf :)!!! - But only 2 best friends of mine know the real answer and the truth.

Now you, my new dearest friends will know it directly from the horses mouth, only bcs noone here knows who i am (except if someone from MK reckognize me from my photos - wich is highly unlikely).

SO

I am initiated in the Magickal order of white knights called - Ordo Templi Orientis or 4 short OTO - its the same spiritual organization of the knights Templars from the middle ages who protected the christian pilgrims to yerusalem on their pilgrimage!You see everyday their symbol - the red cross on white background - on ambulance cars and hospitals. :)

I am at the grade Magister Templi(or Master of the Temple - something as a high priest in our lodge) 8 = 3 (that means - 8 grades/levels passed - 3 to go to the end of Magickal perfection).

And watchout dont make the mistake to confuse MAGICK and MAGIC and the kind of "magic" of david coperfield.The thing 4 diferentiating is the K at the end of the word. Magick is a natural science wich holds the keys of all the secrets of the universe.

MAGICK - is the science of causing change in the physical world by the use of your strongly shaped will. But the Will must be trained and practised - like a piano :)!

We (the order) knew bfr 2000 and more yrs things that modern science are only now "discovering"!!!

When you start creating changes in your envoirement by lucid dreaming or billion other practises - that means that you are close to be a real Magician - in the sense of the word like Gandalf from the lord of the rings.A white Magus.

I created my whole music studio only by lucid dreaming.And bcs it was not from a selfish desire for material things but Bcs of my wish to have the opportunity to cheerr up & enlight humanity with the artistic perfection and deep profoundity of my Art - it all became a manifested reality.

Wich brings us to

The moment that u must always watch very very carefully that that wich you are creating is not just some egoistic wish of yours - but it must help other ppl except you - your whole neigbourhood even the whole humanity - wich is the work i am acually doing in the moment!!!

And if the obvious truth is that I/U TOO are belonging to humanity - then the more than the obvious modus operandi and answer is that if i work for the good wellfare of the whole humanity - i am actually working 4 my own wellfare too, in the same time!!

And if u do this, the universe will give you everything your now dead (or at least tamed) ego wanted - but cudnt get it in his fashion of operation!

But if you just once create something out of pure ego pleasure or ego want/need - you will fall and will become that what is know as a 'Black Brother" - Wich then slowly but surely leads to different spiritual disieses like vampirism, satanism etc.

Thats the meaning of the Satans fall from Eden, too...

Our religion is called THELEMA (that is the ancient Macedonian word for WILL .)We have a perf grup called Thelema, right, and thats why am telling you all this.

we have only 3 important rules to follow:

1. Do what thou willt shall be the whole of the law

2. Love is the law - love under will

3. Every man and every woman is a Star

But you must understand that this Will we are talking about - is not that everyday wants & wishes of ordinary ppl - it means to follow your true inner path - to follow your TRUE HIGHER WILL & PURPOSE & MISSION - and each of us have his/her higher self or genius or guardian angel, wich you can identifie with your personal deity (or the true gnostic meaning of "christ") and each have his personal demon or (technical term) shadow self - wich is identifiable with your ego and all the things you have as personal traits, but you dont like them bcs of the social training and imposed false values on you - so you then burry deep inside those "dark" traits of yours - wich we all have - we all have a "good" side and a "bad" one - wich is nothing but an illusion - a childplay of the gods bcs there is no such thing in universal reality as good and evil - they are both the flip sides of the same coin - like life and death.When you are born in this world, you die on the other world and vice-verca.So dying is nececery for re-birth, like a phoenix from the ashes!

SO

Each of us have the same "Willing Star with her unique orbit" only the stars have differnet unique orbits - and when ppl dont know their "true will" or "true orbit" to follow - then the stars collide and konflikts arrise.

What shold u firstly try to do is to find your "orbit" ie WHAT IS YOUR TRUE WILL for this lifetime??Ask your higher self, your guardian angel - sit in silence and dark in meditation - and mentally ask your higher self (you may adress "it" in this way) - WHAT IS MY TRUE WILL,MY TRUE LIFE MISSION,MY REAL ORBIT TO FOLLOW??And dont expect answers rght away - they will come slowly and gradually tru mind-blowing insights you will start to have onwards.
But you should be doing this quite often, not just 1 time and thats it!And while you sit in meditation and asks your question - try to picture your "higher self" as a shining light/white ball of dense cosmic energy flowing right above your head.As you do this more often - the ball of light (wich is infact ofc the higher self) will grow and grow and expand and you will start to "feed" off of it, to take all your lite/love energy from your energy ball (that energy wich we all need daily like food) - without the need for stealing it from others - wich is a phenomenon known as psychic vampirism.

And than, when you recieved your answer, u try & try to follow what it says - but neverever listen to your logic/brain (bcs its the representative of the selfish ego and the shadow self - and bcs the logic always have her usually diametricly different "solution" than that what you heart and guts & new found true will is telling you. The mind will always try to decieve you, bcs its afraid of loosing its position of the "master of the house" - wich if u follow ur heart and true will will inevietably happen.The ego will recieve back its original job - to be the "servant in the house" of the master of the heart/will - YOU!

And following your unique orbit is not something easy to accomplish.

When you finally balance your previous life and shadow self with the new orbiting WILL of your higher self - a new re-born person is born like a phoenix from the ashes of the old "you".This is also the real gnosis meaning of christ dying and ressurecting. But the church distorted the truth beyond any measure.

This is also required to accomplish to enter level Magister Templi 8=3 - ie my degree.

And when all this is done - you become a BUDA (Buden in Macedonian tongue means awaken - and mako and sanskrit are very simmilar bcs they are both very old some say more then 30.000 years)- An AWAKEN human being, living in HERE AND NOW and following his/her orbit while watching for other ppls konflikting orbits not to colide and preventing konflikts to arrise even bfr anyone else is aware that a konflikt is at sight!!

I hope this read was interesting to you - you should know that this is not even 1 percent of what i know. I also have mastered - astrology, tarot, kabala and alchemy (the modern,spiritual type - i dont use any test-tubes :) hahahaha)- wich are the four branches of the science known as Magick.

Let us firstly deal with Thelema, Astrology and Tarot - then we will have new groups dedicated to Kabalah and Alchemy.

Your friend

Stalker Star aka Hermes Trismegist

Yea,but my order is multo multo ancient,and its the order that the modern oto spraNG from-but i cannot tell you the name of the real order. All i can say it ancient Macedonian and its roots are in the ancient Orphic/Dion (dyonisios for those familiar only with greek transcriptions) mysteries and in the middle ages in france became known as the KATHAR heresy. Do your research and youll get to the name of the macedonian middle ages 'heresy' wich gave birth to Kathar 'heresy' :)