to say it wasn't scary would be a lie. but in truth my fears were stupid. the thing i was most afraid of was if i did it 'wrong'. then it just flows. no thought needed. and then it jst gets easier don't it. scary how easy it is after that.

I guess we all make mistakes. But for us gals the first time is always a big thing. From experience it was really special for me since it was with the right guy. It was like i had this gut feeling that everything was going to be ok and all that ...Yeah it shud be great if the guy is the one for you.

I GUESS I LET THE GUY FOOL ME CAUSE I WAS NOT READY HE SAID HE JUST WANTED A KISS...LOL AND I FELL FOR IT SO MY FIRST TIME WAS A HORRR