I give up tonight,
My darling love,
Your not going to appear again,
I recognize that,
Even as I ache,
I notice how I made a mistake,
One that’s changed both our lives,
Even if it really wasn’t’ all that bad,
I had asked you to understand,
Where I was coming from,
Because no one else ever does,
And you did,
But you told me you were done,
That you were too old for all this,
You ignored that you would’ve done the same,
That everyone else,
Would be just like me,
No matter the age difference,
Or the gap between our worlds,
Although that’s always easier to forget,
To not look at,
It’s better to believe your better than me,
That your more mature than me,
You are,
But in this you were wrong,
And so you left,
At least you left me my heart,
Completely destroyed,
Instead of like the last guy,
Who only made it rip and tear where you could sew it up,
Now I’ll never love again,
No one will ever enter inside of me,
You closed all my doors up tight,
On your way out,
So here I am behind them,
Knee’s up to my chest,
Staring off at my walls,
Knowing that’ll I’ll never be ok,
That no one will ever enter them again,
And I’m so young,
I’m so very young and I’ll be alone,
For the rest of my life.
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i won't cry for you
when the world falls apart
when all i feel i have left
are the pieces of my heart.
I won't cry for you
when the darkness fades away
no matter what happens tomorrow
there's nothing i can say.
I won't cry for you
i'll let the pain roll on
The sky is overcast tonight
But tomorrow will bring the sun.
I won't cry for you
no matter what you think
no tears will fall from my eyes
as we dissolve the link.
i won't cry for you
It's something i can't do
this pain i feel is kept inside
as is my love for you.
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