i still feel i gotta a prove sumthin, there r ppl who hate me but i lyke dat i lyke to b hated. living in ma own world, capricious illusions around me keeep on compelling me to be strike hard fr success, i knw one day i ll achieve ma goal, huh! capriciousness ll kill me oneday nd dats what i want eagerly..................on da contrary i follow da omens nd i alwayz try to learn more bout dem . .  . .have faith He ll take care ov everthing....i really have to b rigid alwayz cuz ma advocate is a devil still i resist nd ll keep on doin dat..................