I'm a guy of all sorts.

A unique individual who only wants to enjoy the gift of life.

A good person who treasures every single moment of existence.

A student who academically and extra-curicullarly active.

A leader who does everything for the majority.

A youg man who is adventurous and fun-loving.

And a lover who waits for the right time.

...But behind the so-called "jolly-bubbly-weird-guy", there lies a mystery.

My name as reversed is the evidence of such personality.

EMOrej. the first three words imply my inner perspective of life.

Its innate for me to act like a nobody yet in fact, i feel that i'm special.

being an emo doesn't necessarily mean that i deviate from the usual routine of living.

its a matter of focusing more on the emotions and feelings in every event in my life.

its a matter of loving the negativity in life.

of course, LOVE is the core of being an emo.

as EMOrej have said, "darkness satisfies my hidden desires yet it also covers my deepest cuts: to be left behind and to be unloved"

now, i'm in love. i  love her and i guess she loves me too. either way, we can't be us. we chose to be friends even it hurts us inside.

we see each other almost everyday yet i tend to initiate the restrictions of my actions.

yet, its getting too much painful.

its mutual.

but all we can do is wait.

...............

[to be continued..]