Born in a world where I never knew the meaning of fairness
So I bare this pain I live with everyday and in everyway
I wish I could find the words to say
Someone tell me that it\'ll be okay, but i went insane
who\'s to blame? I was so consumed in my pain
My days cloud covered and rained; in pain as my mind waned
I came to the conclusion of only one escape
All the wrongs that I\'ve done, it\'d be my last mistake
but if I should make that move what the fuck would it prove?
Only that I couldn\'t fight; so I was bound lose
It confused, my mind n body abused
And I abused these substances,
Addiction my wrong doing, but it wasn\'t it
I turned to crime and the life of a thug
At only thirteen my hands stained with blood
The smell and pain of the drugs
the life of darkness, it comes back to haunt me
These nightmares, every night, my conscience taunts me