im sorry im not a good friend
im sorry im not who you want me to
but i have problems of my own
why can't you see?
i don't deserve you im not a good friend
i could never be good enough
that's why i want this to end.

i pray for you everynight that you'll make it in life
but at the same time im thinking
what about mine?
i want to be there for you with a helping hand
but you see i grew up alone.., without a friend.
but now that i have you im really scared
you have problems to and im trying to help you get through it
but i think it's over now i really blew it

i don't understand the purpose of my life
no one really needs me
it's like im a ghost
people see right through me
im just sorry i could never help you
you deserve so much better
i don't know what to do
so now im so fed up
at times i don't really show it
how much i really care
and i know it hutrs you
because you need somone to
thank you for always helping me
but i just can't help you.